Before it's too late...

Today is the first day of class and today too, my sister broke a bad news to me. It’s something very much expected and I’m nor shocked or surprised. I admit I’m a bit sad to know that the scare is true. But as wise as it may sound, I’m pretty ready for it. I remained calm despite lots of things going on in my head/plate. Well, the way I reacted, is just how I imagined/wanted it to be. 

I believe I’m strong but there is one thing… mm, I cannot tell how strong I am – I mean how far can I go, something like that. Someone once said, I’m almost fragile on the inside. I can’t even confirm that. I hope the person is wrong. But, there are times when only part of me is strong and on the other part is just pretending to be strong. Does it matter, really? In fact, I have experienced when I don’t know which is which or worst, I don't know what I'm feeling at one point of time. Aah, complicated.

This time around, being strong or otherwise, I am certain that all I wanna do is, to do whatever it takes before it’s too late. Yes, you should remind yourself (perhaps on daily basis) that in whatever situation you’re in, you don’t want to be doing something when it’s already too late. Cos when it happens, nothing can ever bring back the time you wasted lost. You can feel regret all you want and you can blame yourself for not doing what you should have been, and keep thinking about all the what-ifs… but my dear, all these cannot change the fact that you’re late. When you’re late, you’re late. Period. 

So, spread the love around you especially to your family and those who are close to you. Aaargh, to everyone actually. Love them and cherish the time you still have with them. You may not know what will happen next. Make some efforts to spend some time with them. Do that ya? 

Sidenote: Before I forget and before it’s too late, Selamat Hari Raya, everyone. Maaf Zahir dan Batin. You can come visit my place but don’t forget to call me first. You don’t want to end up being in front of my house when I’m actually eating laksa at someone’s place. Ok? Cheers.